Michelle rest easy knowing your mom is okay. I am happy she was able to convey that fact for herself to you directly through your reading with me years ago. Instead of rewriting what I have answered numerous times over I thought I would go back through my questions and post the ones dealing with suicide. I only got through 18 pages out of the 60 some that are posted. The following questions address many aspects of suicide and I invite you to take the time and read them. There are many more posted on the site as well.
Read questions # 32, 41, 44, 48, 58, 74, 194, 236, 258 and 309. The answers given to these questions will apply to you and your mom as well. Take care Michelle and I promise you, you have no need to worry about your mom, she truly is with you.